the world was all yellow.
So close to driving my car off a bridge, I already cut enough. I can’t do this anymore.
I’m pathetic. And he’s laughing about it and she probably is too.
When will I ever …. Be good enough for someone to just love me and understand me.
I hate knowing that I made him miserable. And I hate knowing that she makes him happy.
I could never do that.
Me wanting to take mylife ruined it even more.
And everything happening wants to take it again
I always loose the people that I love. And the only two people I fell in love with both say the same thing , they and stand me.
Basically what was said.
I wanted to marry him. Give him children have the third boy by your name.
And I hate that I fucking can’t even live my life because I’m waiting for you to tell me if I’m free. When all I want is to be yours and be accepted.
If I’m in love with you, then I’m yours and only yours.
I just hate that I actually thought you’d be there.